Moms living with Murder: Moms living with Murder Wendy Cohen and Karen Berryhill


Garry Mac & Lacy Jo: Garry Mac & Lacy Jo


Friends through crisis: Friends through crisis Wendy and Karen met in June of 2003. Their children were murdered within 5 months of one another. They email and phone each other often They do their own separate work to fight the societal issues surrounding their children’s deaths but they support one another and speak together to draw attention to their stories and to honor their children who they miss desperately Their friendship provides the kind of understanding only someone living with murder can comprehend They are each other’s life line on dark days and each other’s joy on good days


Lacy’s Story: Lacy’s Story Lacy was pulled over at night in front of her home and tricked by a man posing as a police officer She was kidnapped, drugged, sexually assaulted and killed with a blunt object Her body was burned and buried in a shallow grave in the mountains It took 10 days for police to find her body Her killer plead guilty and is serving a life sentence without the possibility of parole Meth and pornography were major factors in this case


Lacy’s Killer: Lacy’s Killer Lacy’s killer plead guilty and spared everyone the long drawn out trial process His family has established a relationship with Wendy from the beginning and have expressed sorrow on many occasions The killer’s family is strongly encouraging him to take responsibility and meet with Wendy to answer her questions The killer’s big brother has agreed to speak with her at churches, jails, probation departments and schools to fight the use of violence, meth and pornography The killer’s mother still writes Wendy and sends her cards and prays for her Wendy has a sincere love for the killer’s brother and his mother Wendy is waiting for the day when she can meet the killer face to face and be able to bring some resolution to this tragedy


Two Broken hearts to repair: Two Broken hearts to repair A man from Chicago sent me this picture with Lacy superimposed and he wrote that he keeps this on his screen saver as a daily reminder of forgiveness


Garry’s Story: Garry’s Story Gary was at his graduation party in his own home when Asian gang members crashed the party He and five other high school friends escorted them to the driveway to make sure they left As the gang members pulled away in their car, one man shot a ray of bullets at the 6 kids in the driveway as they yelled, “ Asian pride.” Gary was shot in the heart and died in his big sister’s arms The driver (Kazuhiro Hashimoto) received The shooter (Patrick Suchaiya) was convicted of second degree murder, attempted murder and tampering with physical evidence he was given 73 and a half years for his crime.


Garry’s Killers: Garry’s Killers The driver of the get away car expressed remorse in person to Karen’s family at the trial His family expressed remorse Karen forgave them but is not satisfied with his sentencing because she feels that if he was truly remorseful he would speak with her at area high schools and denounce gang activity The Killer has never expressed remorse. In fact, he has written letters expressing his love for the gang and bragged about his crime. His family was nasty to Karen’s family in the courtroom and has never expressed sorrow to her family


Garry’s family: Garry’s family Sheena,Karen,Garry,Jack Garry and Sheena


Basic Principals for handling survivors: Basic Principals for handling survivors Realize that survivors are unable to think clearly and make major decisions without support from close friends and family The will be scattered, forgetful, emotional, moody, depressed, anything can trigger their pain They don’t need to be told to get over it or move on They need to connect with other survivors who understand what it is like to lose a child or family member to violence It takes about three years to come out of the shock fog


Advice for those who work with survivors: Advice for those who work with survivors They will need to celebrate anniversaries in ways that honor the lost family member I.e. Memorial services that may or may not be soon after the fact. Balloons, flowers, writings, journals, talking over and over again about their loved one is critical. Keep in mind they do NOT want this person to be gone in the first place so don’t tell them it all happened for a reason They do not want the memory to fade or the loved one to be forgotten So they will need to find a cause or a purpose to give themselves to in order to prevent another parent or person from having to live through the kind of pain they are feeling and may always be feeling on some level i.e. moms against drunk drivers began with moms who lost children in a senseless act bringing up the murderer in some sort of sympathetic way is harmful at first to the survivors they are still coping with the loss and the terrible reality of how their loved one died Allow them to bring up the details of the case when they can handle it. Encourage them to keep all the things that people send them so they can read them later


The judicial system: The judicial system Court system wants us to be stoic Victims advocates.. serve a purpose for the courtroom information but there is a long term need for support After a child has been killed, waiting to see the loved one is torture Not being able to touch them because they are evidence is cruel. A parent needs to touch their child to know that this is really happening We have to put the humanity back into this process for survivors The dead body is a loved and cherished human being we have to make concessions for these grieving families and friends We are put on hold we can’t grieve because we are in court we are waiting for phone calls and hearings that are delayed all the while our pain is being delayed Waiting is torture for survivors.. it is more time to think It often feels like they are waiting for their mind to come back The world isn’t safe anymore Even though punishment is important, restoring peace is what helps a survivor move forward


Other survivors: Other survivors More than just parents are affected Siblings have different needs than adults What support is available for the brothers and sisters and best friends who are surviving this monumental life event? Children process death according to their developmental ages How can we make their worlds safe again? How can educators be trained to deal with these children more effectively at school? Friends and extended family are often left out in the cold because their pain doesn’t seem as “important” as the nuclear family How can we bring the message of grief and loss into our communities so that secondary survivors have a place to heal?


Friends & Family: Friends & Family


Secondary Survivors: Secondary Survivors Brothers, sisters, step siblings Step parents Grandparents, Aunts, Uncles, Cousins Childhood friends Neighbors Teachers classmates


Sibling dilemma: Sibling dilemma Brothers and sisters are left without much emotional support from grieving parents They are often left with other family members while parents are at court or with police Schools are not supportive of their loss for long They are labeled and made fun of or talked about They do not have the coping skills developmentally to process this event Many will try to be brave to spare the family more trauma Others will act out their anger in inappropriate ways If they are in school, many times their grades will suffer because they are not able to concentrate They need validation, extended grief support at different stages of their development Parents need education about how to assist the “other” children


Scope of pain: Scope of pain Families suffer greatly from having a member fall prey to a violent crime They often feel as though their pain isn’t as important as the immediate family but many struggle to integrate this event effectively into their lives They need education support, validation and inclusion into the process of rebuilding Both sides of violent crimes have families in crisis Offenders families face ridicule and shame Both sides face isolation because many people just don’t know how to respond and so they don’t respond at all They are left without closure Long term support is critical to healing Bring both sides together at some point will answer questions and give a voice to their pain


Words are powerful: Words are powerful


Or Powerless: Or Powerless


Moms living with Murder: Moms living with Murder


Contact Information: Contact Information Karen Berryhill kberryhill@bostromlaw.com Wendy Cohen 2hearts4lacy.org wendyruth2@aol.com